by Anselm on Fri May 29, 2009 10:51 am
I agree, I see the obedience aspect as the significant part, which for me relates to the imagery in the lines 6 & 7.
We have a responsibility to discover and make use of the gifts given us. In the context of obedience, I read this as giving attention to, giving due regard to. I also read this in the context of my work with teams. Each member of the team has something to offer, and has a responsibility to make the offer using the gifts given us. Blind action on instruction won't do, nor silent grumbling.
At this point I can appreciate the imagery of the angry father - for which I read frustrated father. I have a daughter at university who sometimes seems not to be as dilligent in her studies as her father would like. I can see talents, gifts she has, but I can see that they are not being made use of fully (yet). What frustration! (I don't mean here, of someone just followng some pattern laid down by the father - like, say, St Anselm's father - I'm not like that! But there must be more to student life than endless parties....isn't there? :o Many ways of dealing with that kind of situation; books galore, advice abounds. But I'm sticking with the frustration aspect as being a consequence of seeing gifts underutilised - the imagery is powerful for me. And before anyone worries - the daughter isn't disinherited....) :)
Now the punishment. I don't conceive of God in the way, say, the Greeks viewed their gods; characters dispensing largesse or punishment seemingly on a whim. So I don't see punishment as something handed out. I believe, like Cardinal Newman, we all have gifts to use in God's service ("God has created me to do Him some definite service. He has committed some work to me which he has not committed to another...," Cardinal Newman 'Your Vocation'). To understand that vocation, I must be fully listening with the heart to everything going on around me. I read 'sin' in the old archery context - missing the target, missing the mark, and it's extension, simply missing the point. I am aware of the situations when I am not consciously giving attention to everything around me, of not fulfilling my vocation, when I am missing the mark, and I am aware of the absence of rest that ensues. I don't mean the kind of 'feet up, slippers on' rest, but an unrest, a disquiet, of heart. Of soul. The trigger that prompts me to reflect, and reflect deeply. This is where St Benedicts imagery is so powerful for me - the disquiet of heart I'm describing has the same feeling as if punishment were being dispensed. I can conceive of the eternal unrest for failing to listen to the God again and again.
In this regard, I reflect on the imagery, and haven't put aside this as an aspect of culture pertinent to the 6th century.
Pax,
Anselm